Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Days go By

Because I woke up at 1:30 this afternoon it is currently 1:22 am I am not able to sleep. I don't know where break is going. It is seriously flashing before my eyes.

Today I met with some friends at Starbucks and had a conversation that should have happened a long time ago. Going into it, I had that feeling of throwing up any second in my stomach.  I have learned that when I am nervous I am a TERRIBLE driver. I think I hit a good 4 or 5 curbs. The conversations went a lot better than I expected. I am so blessed that God has put friends in my life that genuinely care. I can't wait to see what happens from here on.

It has been weird trying to figure out where to go from here with friends. Obviously things have changed.  I feel like this summer is going to be very interesting... I am going to attempt to take 2 classes at Scraft and work. I think that will be a good way to spend my time, it will keep me busy.

Being home has been really weird. I have no responsibilities at all. I get to chill and get ready for Africa.  Yet, somehow My To-Do List is absolutely ridiculous. I am trying to balance having a social life, getting ready for Africa and Christmas (which is at OUR house this year) I have spent a TON of time with friends.  I still need to go shopping for the family. So far I have Molly's gift. A nice little telescope from Target. 

Yesterday, I google pulsed the college friends.  It was SO great to just see them all. It's weird how I miss people i've known for a very short amount of time.

Being on break I have become more and more addicted to Words with Friends. Tonight I was back at Justin's playing words with friends while watching the Wings lose :( haha it was a repeat of our Monday night but we watched Elf instead of the Wings.

Tomorrow I am seeing my church girls, and grabbing lunch at my FAVORITE place Noodles and Co. Then hopefully Nicole and I will hang out for a bit..

I am working on my parents Christmas gift.  It has been really difficult for me to come up with something to give them. What do you give to the people who have paid for MY spring break trip, MY graduation party, MY college tuition, they seriously pay for everything of mine.  I sound like a spoiled brat but yet at the same time I am well-grounded and independent. I am SO blessed. As much as I get annoyed with them I know I don't know what I would do without them.  They support me in every little thing I do.  I don't tell them enough how much I love and appreciate them.

It is 1:55 am I should try to go to bed but let's be honest I know I won't even attempt to sleep until 3. This song has been on repeat in my head the past few days. I hope you enjoy (:

"Take my life
                                                                    Take all that I am
With all that I am I will love You
Take my heart
Take all that I have
Jesus how I adore You"

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